…I wonder how my parents are going to feel once they realize that i don’t plan to do anything related to my major when I graduate…
They can never know that though.
Their biggest mistake was saying “We’re really banking on you, Bethany.”
why would you bank on the least ambitious person in the house???
I just wanna make some money, move into a big city in an affordable loft, do hair and do music. Why the hell y’all think ima be the next Swiss Beats or somethin?
what about Kat? She is in the math, club, she’s so smart, shes so nerdy, so innovative and ambitious and always looking for ways to make money.
Me? I just wanna be left alone and get my shit together so that i can make sure i live the simple but satisfying life i want.
If I make it big by some sliver of a miracle wether that be thru music or being a hairstylist, then that’d be just GRAND. But thats what itd be a miracle.
but if these mofos think im about to waste a whole summer at an internship where im not making any money, but am expected to run around a TV/Radio/Broadcast station fetching coffee and lunch orders for people, barley getting the chance to even work with any equipment, they’re dead fxckin wrong.
Every time we have a speaker come in they always talk about how they spent their first 2 years fresh outta college working for free and never getting to touch equipment or record music.
Yes, I am a music. But recording music bores me. Why would i sit behind the sound board when I want to be the one playing the music thats being recorded.
Yes, Im a writer, but im not into journalism. I hated writing what people told me to write in the class in highschool. I hate writing what people tell me to write now. Reporting is boring
Yes I can draw. But i don’t wanna sit behind a computer all day and make graphics. Its more tolerable then everything else, but someone…i won’t say any names…sent in the portfolio that i specifically said i didn’t want being sent to the school and therefore was denied entry to the School of Art at Ball State.
What do you do when the pressure is on you?
Ima just ignore it. I’ve got enough on my plate, mentally and emotionally. Y’all niggas aint about to crush what shred of resilience i have left. Seasonal Depression is about to be in full swing and ima start slappin niggas.
No one is safe…mainly these grown people that pretend they know whats best for my life >_>
money and hoes.